Friday, October 22, 2010

when cravings hit

Yesterday I was miserable. I was very hungry and I ate but after eating I was craving for more even if my stomach is full. I got frustrated so I ate some more which made me more miserable. I was grumpy. I decided to walk off my frustration and got on the treadmill for about 20 minutes which made me feel better. I guess I was just bored. After all, I did not get to go out yesterday. Or maybe it has something to do with craving for a particular kind of dried fish which I could not find in the nearest Asian store. It was awful but I got over it somehow. The husband who is used to me being grumpy when hungry stayed away and made sure the little man was with him. They got online where I heard them arguing because the little man wanted to watch a certain music video of a popular singer while his father for some reason had the page up and reading about supplements review. I did not intervene. I let them settle their own dispute because if know one of them is going to get his way anyway. That walk made a lot of difference and I am thankful for small blessings. Today I feel better. I hope I will find that dried fish I want. Maybe when my craving is satisfied I will be a better person even if I stay coped up inside the house :)

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